I was at the gym today, you know, the gym that opened to my mom’s apartment  block. As you can see, it’s a bit down-to-earth, which was just fine with me. (this picture shows only one corner of the gym, there’s lots of other equipment)

We were there for 30 minutes, since mom can’t exercise longer than that, and I can’t go there without her since she has the key.

Besides spending that half an hour at the gym, I walked for 50 minutes today, so I guess that’s good?

Now I’m gonna eat. I’m hungry.

It could be true, that my meds are slowing down my weight loss. I’m gonna go and try to talk to my doctor about cutting my meds off completely, or just take a smaller dose.

I haven’t been in Juupajoki since last year, and I’m feeling sort of anxious about it. The last time everyone there saw me, I was a lot thinner than I am now. I’m afraid that what they’ll think of me, now that I’m what I am now ..

Also, my dad invited me, my sister and brother for dinner on sunday. Well sure, free meal ftw, but I instantly thought of my stepmom’s disapporoving look which she gave me when we went to the Killer Queen concert. What will she think now? How disgustin I look? Oh and dad asked if I’ve been excercising, so I told him yes so that he’d be proud. Well, it’s not a total lie, I’ve been biking around lately. 

Blergh. I just wish I had the energy to do more than just biking. But even that’s better than nothing.