I haven’t been in Juupajoki since last year, and I’m feeling sort of anxious about it. The last time everyone there saw me, I was a lot thinner than I am now. I’m afraid that what they’ll think of me, now that I’m what I am now ..
Also, my dad invited me, my sister and brother for dinner on sunday. Well sure, free meal ftw, but I instantly thought of my stepmom’s disapporoving look which she gave me when we went to the Killer Queen concert. What will she think now? How disgustin I look? Oh and dad asked if I’ve been excercising, so I told him yes so that he’d be proud. Well, it’s not a total lie, I’ve been biking around lately.
Blergh. I just wish I had the energy to do more than just biking. But even that’s better than nothing.